Written by the author of the sauna story, a great man have been taking care of my widowed neighbour for about two years now, who after the death of her husband has to manage her entire property on her own. When her husband was still alive, we often helped each other as neighbours when we were in need. We have known each other for many years now and have a good relationship. She is now 66 years old and manages a lot of things around the house on her own, for which I have great respect.
But as it is, there are always things she needs help with and I have offered to help her. There have already been quite a few lamps to be installed, flower boxes to be moved, new furniture to be assembled and of course a lot to be cleared out. She is a rather small but quite neat mature woman with a normal figure who is very attractive despite her age. In addition, she has a loving nature and I had hugged and comforted her more than once in the past when she found it difficult to hold back her tears due to her loss and the often overwhelming situation.
About 4 weeks ago she approached me very excitedly when I drove into my garage after work. She said if I could look after her sink because the water ran out there. She would have dried everything and stopped running water. So I promised to look after her as soon as I changed my clothes and had something to eat. It was one of those summer days when it was unbearably hot. For days it had been around 30 degrees and you were often sweating without doing a lot of work.
So I told my wife, grabbed my swimming trunks and jumped into the pool to cool off a bit. Then I dried off and just slipped into my airy sports shorts. Due to the heat, I completely refrained from wearing panties, just like the days before. But I put on a light shirt, grabbed my tool box and headed for the house next door. My neighbour saw me coming and opened the door for me in a short summery dress.
I entered and followed her into the kitchen. There she explained the problem to me in more detail. She bent down to show me where she thought the leak was. Since I was standing behind her, it was essential to observe how the short dress revealed more and more of her thighs due to the stooped posture. For the first time I realized her as a woman…yes, suddenly there was this curiosity…. I crouched down a bit to be able to see under the sink better – of course I secretly tried to see more of what was hidden under the dress with furtive looks… I could still see the fold of her buttocks towards her thighs briefly than she did straightened up again.
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With a mature woman in the swimming pool In the swimming pool I lay completely relaxed on the sunbathing lawn and let my eyes wander over the women present. All figures, all ages are represented. I especially like looking at their crotch, imagining what it might look like under the panties: whether shaved pussy or hairy bear, whether big mons pubis or rather camel toe, maybe long labia from the cleft protrude, and so on. A hobby of mine.
Not far away was a mature, plump woman lying on her stomach, the one-piece black bathing suit barely covered a luscious buttocks, I could see large breasts .. Not bad, I thought, you’d have something to massage and knead properly if you …. Now she turned around. My gaze falls on a small, round tummy, slightly parted tight thighs, in between the mons pubis, tightly covered by thin black lycra, obviously quite fully developed and what is visible at the edge could be some cheeky pubic hair.
Oh how I would like to lie between these thighs…. I always try to deduce from the eyebrows and lips of women how they are built underneath: whether the pubic hair is dense or thin, dark or light like the eyebrows, whether the lower lips are like the upper ones: narrow or fully developed. Are just such erotic mind games. So my gaze wanders up from the crotch – straight into her eyes, which look at me slightly amused and knowingly.
Fully caught !!! Awkward !!! I avert my gaze, embarrassed. But a short time later I peek again. She bends one leg, spreads her thighs a little. Her hand wanders to the crotch of her swimsuit, fingers lifting the fabric to adjust it – just high and far enough that I can see her full labia for a split second, beautifully embedded in an incredibly lush pubic mound – before her thighs close again.
Coincidence or intention? Shortly thereafter, the Rubens woman stands up and walks right past me. She must be in her fifties: shorter, white-grey hair. She gives me an enigmatic, sensual look as I pass. She knows exactly what I was just thinking about. Now she also pulls her panties tight in passing. her vulva is clearly visible between her thighs from behind – lying on my stomach, I am painfully aware of my erection . A few meters away she stops, greets a grey-haired man, kisses him briefly and whispers with him, grins.
Obviously her husband or boyfriend. He laughs, hugs her from behind, playfully bites her neck and whispers something in her ear. She laughs throatily. The man embraces her hips, puts his hand briefly on her crotch, squeezes and then lets his fingers slide under the edge of the panties. That’s impossible !! Looking half over her shoulder, she looks at me: lasciviously – eyes half closed now, mouth slightly open.
– I get a pipe, such a horny, mature fuck !! The two, hugging each other, push off in the direction of the cabins and disappear into one. My pants are tight and hot, I need to cool off, rush to the pool, dive in and swim a few laps. doesn’t help. I can’t get the sensual mature woman out of my head!! My boner is pounding, I have to do something. Out of the water, I’m heading towards the changing room when I see one of the cabin doors open and the man from before come out – alone, behind him the door closes … read more
You have written many love letters. Many to declare. Many others to say goodbye. Some to apologize. But I think you’ve never written a love letter to yourself. And maybe it was time.
This is a letter for you to forgive yourself. For you to say goodbye to your ghosts. To remind you how important it is to love yourself, even if sometimes you think you don’t deserve it.
You needed time. Maybe too much. Only with that perspective can we see ourselves from the outside, see how we were and what we did wrong. Everything that at the time we did not know how to distinguish clearly. That’s not to say that watching it doesn’t hurt. Don’t feel ashamed of yourself, for having dragged yourself so much for love. Don’t feel sorry for that girl who put herself down and let the rest of her put her down. Don’t be mad at her for being so naïve. That it is difficult for you to recognize yourself in that person that, luckily, you are no longer.
But you were. You were one of those girls who would do anything to be loved. That she feels is never enough. That she offers sex in exchange for crumbs of affection. You were from your first love, the one who rejected you unceremoniously. You were with your first time, the one that she used you when she wanted, but that loving you, she never loved you. You were the times you became “the other one”, thinking that the fact that they came to you was because they preferred you, without realizing that in reality you were never being the chosen one.
But above all you were with him. The one you thought was the love of your life. The one that, with perspective, at best was the first with which to enjoy sex in your life. Sex and love are always easy to confuse. They still are at 40 and 30. How could they not be when everything was new at 20? Stop beating yourself up.
Yes, of course you did things wrong, of course you could have done them better. But nothing justifies him treating you the way he did. It wasn’t your fault. It wasn’t because you were worth little. Of course, no less than him. It wasn’t because you didn’t deserve to be loved. You deserved it. Only he didn’t see it. Or he wasn’t the person to see it.
You have not been the only one to lower yourself for love. You just have to listen to those mythical songs for a while. What the hell happens to us women with love? Why do we seem to value it precisely when it is not worth it? It is as if we needed to go through that vital experience of “suffering for love” to rise from our ashes. To hopefully make us stronger.
For love it is worth suffering, but only when the other person is so worth it, that their suffering is yours. It’s not worth suffering because you love a person and she doesn’t love you, but she has you in a continuous tug-of-war so that you live in doubt. Hopefully one day we’ll stop thinking that game is fun. In the long run, it never is.
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Self-love is on everyone’s lips. But what exactly does self-love mean? And what does self-love have to do with sex? Well, quite a lot!
The distorted body image of the media
We are collectively traumatized as a society when it comes to our bodies and sexuality. The social media, movies and also porn shape our idea of a perfect body and of a “perfect” sexuality in a very subtle way. Most of the time, these two things also go hand in hand. We then almost exclusively see well-formed, trained bodies. Who does not know this scene from at least one feature film in which a man lies down on a woman and after three minutes they both have orgasm at the same time.
But does reality really look like this? If you’ve had sex before, you’ll know that sex rarely or never happens Hollywood-style. Few of us have bodies like those of women in magazines and catalogues, yet most of us have sex lives. So far so good.
Our sex life is often shaped by these unconscious ideas that the media convey to us day in and day out.
But our sex life is often shaped by these unconscious ideas that the media convey to us day in and day out. We unconsciously separate ourselves from our body through our media consumption. We perceive it as an object that can and should be continuously improved, and no longer as a part of us with which we have an emotional relationship.
The orgasm as the overriding goal of intimacy
Let’s look at the orgasm. Most people practice sex with the goal of achieving orgasm. Because the assumption behind it is: without orgasm the sex was not good / satisfying. We usually relate this assumption to our: n partners: in and not so much on ourselves. (And this is where self-love comes into play.)
Many women* want their partner to orgasm during intercourse so that they can get confirmation that the sex was good for him / her. This also gives us assurance that the other will stay with us. The reverse also applies to heterosexual men, because if the partner does not come, he has failed and his ego is cracked.
Many people then also like to go the “orgasm-pretending” path. The three most common reasons for this are:
- Pressure to have orgasm in order not to disappoint the partner (s)
- Physical pain
If I really love myself and my body, then I will not endure boredom or physical pain during intercourse. I will: talk to my / my partner and ask him / her to take a break or stop.
My sexuality cannot be fulfilling at all if I constantly go beyond my own limits and cannot formulate my wishes and needs. Then I tend to fall back into a cycle of continuous traumatisation.
My sexuality cannot be fulfilling at all if I constantly go beyond my own limits and cannot formulate my wishes and needs.
To me, self-love literally means “to love yourself”. And physically. I can only tell my partner inside what I want in bed if I know what I like. When I’ve shed my body and been intimate with myself. Sexuality always begins with the self and not with the other.
What I advise my clients
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